Funny how I managed to keep myself from blogging for about a month. It’s like missing home for days, like not being able to visit our favorite meeting place that is cyberspace for hours… not being able to talk for about minutes, and missing you in my thought for a second or so.
If there’s one word to describe everything going right now for me, I’d say, everything is DICEY – everything just can’t stop changing. It’s like a big game of dice where every event is given the same probability. Every day I get a lot of rolls, and so every day, I get a lot of surprises as well. The ever unsure weather gave me a flu (which wasn’t that bad), and the forever changing school schedule changed a lot, taking away my Monday Football afternoons and forcing me to stay in school for late. Everything just keeps on changing that I sometimes ask myself, when will this ever end?
It only just began.
Anyway, there’s always a lot to look forward to. Like Christmas Day and New Year’s Eve. Everything that should happen in between now and then would be good questions in a guessing game. But the point is to aim for something that you know is coming – something that you’re capable of getting – and take everything extra in stride. There’s no pressure in the absence of radical expectations. In case of emergency of course, break bonds.
Take time to relax, and feel the moment pass you by. After all, you are one with the earth, one with time, and one with the wind. Everything will pass you by if you offer less resistance. There’s just so much time to catch up when you’re ready.
How much time? There’s always enough.
Enough to change the world in your own little ways. You may not be Superman, but you can always be a man, and be super at the same time – that’s as good as it can get.
The other day, my uncle and his family came to town. They’re staying for three days, which means they’ll be flying again tomorrow. I feel grateful to have spent time with them; notwithstanding the length of time, there is always fullness in love and unity. I’m going to miss my cousin Lorenzo (who, by the way, looks like Santino) and his baby British accent. There is a lot of sense in baby blabber, and I learned a lot from him. I’ll see you guys next year!
Still on the to do list:
Readings,
Readings,
more Readings…
Spread the love,
Let in peace,
Attempt bending time,
Make you think of me.
That’s one last important thing for me to think of for now. But you can always be sure that in your list, you can always cross out the “catching me, thinking of you” line.
Loving the busy days, --
the Space (and time) cowboy -rR
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